Personal Jewelry Word Sketches

they're not original, they're not what I want to sell, but they're dainty little things that remind me of gum ball machines and cereal box prizes and being a Williamsburg to Big Sur transplant you know those ladies with straight brunette hair and striped shirts and a swipe of garnet-red lipstick and lots of houseplants.

1. Bezel Set Garnet Heart gold Ring
2. Bezel Set Diamond Heart gold Ring
3. Bezel Set Blue Tourmaline gold Ring
4 . Paraiba ring in melted gold ball on twisted silver band
5. opal ring in melted gold ball on twisted silver band
3.  Rainbow Pave Ring with alternating gold beading
4. Crisp Gold Tag Bracelet
5. Crisp Gold Tag Necklace
6.  Round Diamond Set in a melted ball of gold Ring
7. 6 prong Tiny Emerald Ring
8. Coin disc dangle Bracelet
9. Tiny Gold Ring Necklace on platinum chain
10. Tiny puffed heart in gold, platinum, or rose gold
11. Tiny puffed heart in platinum or rose gold paved with diamonds
12.  Tiny gold ball station necklace
12. gold ball with chain looped around it bracelet
13. Horizon circle necklace in silver
14. Horizon circle necklace in gold
15. Horizon circle necklace in silver and gold
16. linked gold rings ring
17. completely round thin wire bangle
18. completely square bangle
19. six prong pink diamond ring
20. tiny gold box chain bracelet with a flat heart charm
21. tiny gold curb chain with a gold "seed" station
22. half wire bangle half chain bracelet
23. "baby love" word ring
24. gold flower bracelet
25. gold flower earrings
26. curved ring
27. heart star diamond raindrop moon charm bracelet
28. Gold "pearl" ring

Shit Kids say

I'm being nice to you

Why did your mom give you the necklace

Because she likes me

Oh 

Your mommy loves you and gives you cake

 You're such a baby

Look I know how to do this it's a ballerina it's beautiful! 

My name is chubby wubby one day I had a fast dad and slow down dad!

Why do we have to be careful with roses because they have eggs

Umm, I do not like chicken 

My mom doesn't like chicken she just eats salad

You don't want to share? 

You had so many

But I wanted more ! 

Ok after dinner

No now gimme it now ! Gimme it now ! Throw it up!

Mama has short nails short nails 

This baby has a big butt

That is so funny that is really funny 

Sent from my iPhone

Dream Diary Post

I had another dream about going into space. Except this time without a rocket.

It was under the pretense of a field trip to a shoe store, it looked
like a Payless with tacky orange walls but was only one long hallway.
At the end of the hallway was a door, like those doors to the
stockroom except it was a door to space.

We paired up and when it was our turn suited up in astronaut suits and
jumped out

Sent from my iPhone

Jewelry Wish List

1. a finn jewelry puff heart
2. a alison lou crybaby pendant
3. a marla aaron super tiny baby lock
4. a marla aaron cuffling in blush

Natural Beauty

1. W3LL people highlighter
2. W3LL people liquid eye liner
3. W3LL people cheek tint
4. W3ll people tinted balm


1. Beautycounter brow pencil
2. Beautycounter mascara


1. Maia mascara
2. Maia brow pencil

Facial Oils

1. Jojoba Oil
2. True Botanicals Clear Oil
3. Ila-spa Face Oil
4. Herbivore Botanicals Lapis Facial Oil
5. Korres Wild Rose Brightening Oil
6. Argan Oil
7. Drunk Elephant Virgin Marula Fruit Oil
8. Maya Chia Supercritical Omega 3 Oil
9. Rodin Olio Lusso
10. Sonya Dakar ORGANIC HOYA OMEGA BOOSTER 
11. RMS Beauty Oil

People who've called me fat

In a matter of fact way, not to purposefully hurt me, which is somehow more troubling.  I can't brush them off as if they were a catty middleschooler. Cuz MAYBE THE SPEAKETH THE TRUTH


1. My Mom
2. My host mom in Costa  Rica
3. My Hand her mom
3. My Grandma
4. My Uncle
5. My friend
6. My dad
7. My cousin

I understand the non-western mentality that commenting on someone's weight isn't supposed to be a great insult, it's supposed to be merely an observation not tied to worth.  But somehow it is.  Especially when some of the people live in America and have absorbed western social decorum, they have internalized the ideals that weight is tied to ego. And it is anyways.  Even if we overemphasize how horrible it is to be fat and ugly, it's never your place to comment on anything of someone else unsolicited.  Unsolicited advice is never good.

And so it doesn't come from a place of observation, it comes from a place of busy-bodying.  Sometimes it comes from a place of wanting to comment and fix other people because you're so fucked up inside.  You spew out critiques of other people to scratch your itchy unsettled heart. LOL.


**it says something that I've placed this on my blog that nobody reads but a blog nonetheless.  Why does it have to be on a public space? Am I hoping that a stranger will empathize? A stranger that doesn't know my family so they can't say how horrible they are because even though they've hurt my feelings I don't want other people to judge them.